It was glorious.
Its been awhile folks, not my intention, but the training and work load has sucked every atom of energy out of me. Not an excuse, just an explanation.
But boy oh boy do I have pictures and wonderful training updates! Will I be forgiven? Please say yes!
Taking my own advice, which I seem to never do, I tried to remind myself that training CANNOT run my life (HA! see what I did there?). Balance is important and as of late I have been missing my friends and family. So I decided to overdose on my loved ones and it has been superb. I am truly the luckiest girl in the world to have such talented and loving people in my life. But yeah… when you are training for something as intense as a marathon, you need that thing called…damnit, whats it called? Oh yeah, rest. Which I have not gotten AT ALL. It has totally caught up with me and I’ve been in a perpetual state of fatigue and illness. So bad, in fact, my latest crazed e-mail exchange with my Mom went something like “I love you Sarah but I must admit, you take my breath away even by email. CALM DOWN!!!!!!” Oh Moms. What do they know?
Oh right, everything.
Anyway I’ll take you back to two weeks ago:
Oct 7: Hour Vinyasa yoga
Oct 9: 8 miles in 1:11
Oct 10: 5 miles in 45:34
Oct 11: 4.09 in 38:00 + hour Vinyasa yoga
Oct 12: 18 miles in 3:04
I totally killed that week, but when the long run came it totally kicked my ass. It was the week I’d been fearing since the beginning of my training, why? I’m not sure. For some reason the number sounded scarier than 20. A combination of my mental being not right, the weather being a little tricky and having a crazy busy day ahead. It was tough but I did it and I promptly inhaled a bacon egg and cheese and headed to Steve’s nieces birthday party in Long Island. His niece and our soon to be flower girl is the most adorable girl on earth, I swear and I’m pretty sure she is warming up to me taking her favorite Uncle away.
We came back, I finally showered and headed out to hear my friend Ryan and his fantastic band Noise & Rhythm play in a dope new distillery in Williamsburg called The Shanty. This place was Cool man, so cool I had to capitalize the C. Wonderful drinks and a great space for music. I may be biased as my buddy leads the band but my super picky fiance LOVES them and purchased some tracks immediately after the first time hearing them. Don’t take our word for it, check them out on that dope thing called Spotify or their site. Good stuff.
As I made the tipsy way back to the apt, I thought to myself how perfect the day has been. “Great” run, family time, awesome tunes, hanging with friends, can’t get much better than that. Then the exhaustion hit and my planned hour nap turned quickly into two and I ran to the Lower East Side for the highlight of the evening, to celebrate my partner in crimes birthday.
That sexy gorgeous thang you see up there is my best friend and maid of honor Elyse. She has joined the 26 year old club, finally, and it was so wonderful to celebrate her and her fabulous self at The Delancey. I even danced. Just for her. ‘Cause I love her. I miss her already. Just another reason to hate Boston for taking her away from me!
After sleeping a obscene amount the next day, I realized I needed to slow it down a bit. I was reaching the peak of my training and while going out and partying is all well and good, I’m no spring chicken anymore. A fact that seems to have its way of harshly reminding me fairly often. My favorite theater friend, Conor and I went to see a revival “Winslow Boy” at Roundabout Theater and it was phenomenal. Good ol’ fashion theater with spot on British humor. It was delightful and reminds me how much I need to take advantage of being in the best city in the world. After all the fun, it was back to the grind:
Oct 14: Hour Vinyasa Yoga
Oct 16: 6.5 miles in 1:02 + Hour Vinyasa Yoga
Oct 17: 6 miles in 55:25
Oct 18: 4.35 miles in 44:02 + Hour Vinyasa Yoga
and finally…. the peak of my training
Oct 19: 20 miles in approx 3:30
I don’t know how to properly put into words the feeling of completing 20 miles for the first time. Completing 8 miles without breaking much of a sweat has been shocking enough alone, but 20 straight?! It gives me chills just thinking about it. I am damn proud of myself and as much as I despise the saying, “If I can do it, you can too!”, it is absolutely true. After hitting the 10 mile half way mark in the beautiful village of New Paltz, my phone died because of the cold. Yeah I know, time to get a new phone. So I was left to my own devices, my mind, to get me through the rest of the run. I started thinking about where I was 5 years ago. Overweight, completely out of shape, eating crap and being depressed about my size. I started thinking about how tough training for my first half (one year ago) was and all the injuries that came with it. I started thinking about how blessed I am to have a partner in life that supports me and waits at the end of every finish line. Who has never doubted me and gives me the loves and support I need whenever I need it. Even if that means him listening to me as I’m having a full out tantrum on the ground about how hard this training this is. The next 10 miles went by in no time. With gorgeous scenery to match.
When I finished I was definitely hurting but my spirit has never been so high. I can now say for certain, will finish this marathon and start training for a new one. I can now say I love me and you know what? I’m a freaking badass.
Now a month before the big day, I am going to start tapering and have eliminated alcohol, caffeine, sugar and processed foods from my diet — something I always try to do before a race. Clean out the body. So I have a new challenge ahead. As the great Dr. King said, “…He’s allowed me to go up to the mountain. And I’ve looked over. And I’ve seen the promised land.” I can say now more than ever, I can do it because I can do anything I set my mind to. And you can too.